You Don’t HAVE To Do Anything… You GET To Do It

Do you ever feel like time just passes by in a blur or a haze? You're moving so fast that you don't even get a chance to stop and notice what is actually happening to you.
That's what happened to me this past couple of months.
Stick with me through this long-ish post...
Over the last two months, I found myself first battling some health issues, then being pulled back into full time work in an industry I swore I would never go back to.
Anyone else out there have to eat their words on something similar? Asking for a friend...
In any event, I worked my butt off. It was stressful on me both emotionally and physically. I thought about quitting at least 72,000 times a day.
I fought with people I love dearly.
I was starting to turn back into a version of myself I proudly left behind.
But there was something telling me I had to keep going. I had to keep DOING because something good was going to come from it.
I started to doubt that with each passing day.
•The money wasn't great.
•The hours were longer than I wanted.
•I wasn't making the connections I was convinced I would make